at last i get to go swimming :)

was freeking coooldd man the water <3

anyway , i lost my licence :(

have to go and make another one

don't know where and how but ....... :(

and merdeka was nice even though it was just me and miss jean ,

went over to 32 bistro bar . saw my mr jay the boyfriend .

so , mummy now has facebook :)

i was kinda shocked but its cool though ; lol

anyway , going to get some rest now ;

nothing really speacial or random happened ,

just the normal usual life :)

xx

just finish with my braces appointment :)

so sleepy *yawwwnn*

cant really sleep because i have to wake up at 2.30pm

so there so point sleeping for 1 hour .

damn , i don't know what to blog about :(

will think of something <3

will be back :)

xx

hellow :)

i just finished watching the movie Italian Job .
watched it again after a long time that i don't even remember the story line <3

so sad how some people wish to own a mini cooper and they are crushing it for the movie :(

people are up to study for their exams and i am not sleeping.

lept at 6am last night and woke up at 5pm .
too much rightttt :)
too used to it .
always planned to swim in the afternoon but
a big FAILURE :)

its ok .
the swimming pool is not going anywhere .


anyway , really going to try to get some sleep.
not sure if it's going to happen but will try hard :)

yawn*







xoxo

my heart never knew such pain ;



until i met you




i never felt this way ;

until you held my hand





i love you

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late





*broken strings*

last night ;
had a dream where you were in it

now i am here wishing you were not in it.
because ;
after that dream , it got me thinking about you
*which hurt so bad*

what a day :)

today's great but i know tomorrow's going to better :)
i hope so ;

now its just the sleepless nights time.

waiting for someone to come online .
how sad is that :(

sounds a bit desperate though ;









xoxo






try to sleep;
(not happening ; i know)




nitez

you give me the strength to believe ,
you show me a different view of love
show me that love can be seen not only in one way ;
but in many

you loved me for who i am and who ever i become .


i love you

i wanna go on a holiday :)
who wanna join ?


but where first ? lol

i just need a break ; a runaway trip.
sounds like i am so stress with studies or work but NOooOO. !

just need a holiday ; in da mood for relaxing some where else than HERE!



anyway ;
typical sleepless nights and i have to wake up at 8 .
how awesome is that ?


sigh just the way life is.



gotta at least get some rest if i cant sleep
:)






xoxo



nitez

today is our dear bob's birthday :)


happy birthday :) hope you enjoy <3

so days have been passing quite slow for me ;
dont know about the rest of you but yea ,


so today was bf's off day .
went to the movies with ling ling , simon and bf
watched G.I JOE
it was a nice show .


now has come to the time where i cant' sleep .

i've been having a bad week .
fcking bad i swear .!

accident two days in a row .
how awesome can it be ; and how can week be any better

fcuk the week .
so not happy .





thats it i need to say for now

no mood:(



xoxo

happy birthday darling ;


hope u had a great one ; &

sorry i couldn't be there


i still love you <3<3



xoxo

i am tired of searching what life is all about and what love is all about too

i know i will never stop searching <3




heartbreak isn't always like a bomb exploding . sometimes it can be a quiet a a feather falling .
and the most painful thing is no one can hear it , except you ):

we all do our daily routines everyday :)

some of us live so unhappily in the present and they are not going to be happy in the future
because they are stuck in the past.

forget what's in the past and move on like everyone else does.
see what's ahead of you not whats behind you .

do anything you feel like doing and do not look back .
dont want to live my life with all the regrets.




just wanna laugh about everyday :)




xoxo




dinner time <3

lin lin and chrys

happy me:)

my chao tut piglet <3<3<3

ling ling

blur pam :)

smile:)

my lovely daddy <3<3<3<3

my monster <3<3<3<3<3

who ?

you :

i love you for everything you are :)
you were there for me every moment of my life through my ups and downs ,
u support me and give me the courage to do things.
i appreciate you so much and i will treasure what we shared and we still have a lifetime to go through together :)

; i will always be there for you


you :

i love you no matter how much u do me wrong and no matter how much u turn your back on me
no matter how much u ditch me .
you support me when i am down and u laugh with me through my crazy times .
we have been through up's and down's and we fight through what ever that comes by .
i never once turn away from you no matter how many times u turn away .

; you know i will always be there

look so funny in this hair.
thank god just a wig

fascinating ?

<3

look so excited :)

looks so NOT excited

girls

my little piglet (",)

haven't been blogging due the lazi-ness and also was quite busy .

i have a lot of pictures but because now it's 5.30AM i am super duper lazy to upload it . :)

my little piglet went of to indonesia:(
gan's birthday was awesome :)
and daddy's birthday too :)

and earlier i went karaoke with cally , vivian , simon and cally friend
i miss the piglet choosing songs for me :(

i will go to sleep now and will upload the pics as soon as possible :)








love love