bila aku pergi menjauh dari mu ; aku membawa memori bersama
membawa segala cinta yang telah kau beri ; setiap saat kita lalui bersama

perlukan aku menghilangkan diriku untuk mu
tak dapat aku menerima hakikat dan melihat engkau bersamamnya
ingin aku hilangkan rindu dan cinta di hatiku
ingin aku jadi sempurna untukmu

ingatlah aku untuk selama - lamana
jangan biar dirimu melupakan diriku
ingatlah aku sebagai orang yang mencintai dirimu ;
sebagai orang yang sanggup melakukan segala untukmu;

aku ingin dirimu mejalani setiap langkah di hidupku
maafkan aku untuk segala nya
tanpamu hidupku tak sempurna ; rasa kehilangan sesuatu

aku ingin dirimu mengerti betapa derita hidupku tanpa dirimu



tak akan ada orang yang boleh menggantikan tempat dirimu dalam hatiku




<3










-cintaku untuk dirimu sahaja-

i'd rather have bad times with you than to have good times with some one else ;

i'd rather be beside u in a storm; than safe and warm by my self.

i'd rather have have hard time together than to have it easy apart.

i'd rather have someone who holds my heart .

jumpa seorang yang mencintai aku ;

tapi betapa susahnya untuk aku mencintai nya

harap engkau tahu betapa ku mencintai mu ;

betapa hancur hati ku melihat engkau bersamanya

tak sanggup aku melihatnya ; membuat hatiku semakin terluka

ku rasa percintaan kita sampai sini sahaja.

these few days are going fine for me .
happy girl going around .

its father's day soon , and i love my daddy very very much .

this month is a busy month .
18th i have my dentist check up , 25th simon's birthday
and 30th ling ling birthday .

i have been pretty use-less for a while .
not doing anything at the moment . bumming around .
aihz .

crazy me . really don't know what am i thinking :(

oh yea , fei kai got his tongue pierced :)
so exciting , saw him suffering on meals and eating so little . so not him . haha (",)




gonna get some sleep :)

nites . love love <3

am now in o town blogging with mr jays laptop :)

life has been fine these few days .
just going around living life

went for interview that day .
i am officially not working for starbucks anymore .

will see if i get the new job
then i'll say where :)

have been a bum for a long time .
i should do something about my life

and miss jean is right in front of me playing psp .
anti-social .
haha:)
nevermind since i am going online x layan her .
buahaha<3


slept from 6pm till 10pm .
such a pig.
got hungry and here i am in old town.



dunno what to write anymore so.

bye bye







-love <3

always at home so bored.

actually not really always at home :)

always out ; so tiring , driving around .

living my life .

i want tooooo be haaapppyyyy:)

little miss sunshine is back.

she will be happy like how she used to .

she will sweep off all the unhappy stuff.

think ways the more positive way like she used too :)

nothing has been right in my life .
full of disappointments ; and i don't blame anybody for it .

maybe it is because of what i do ; but what did i do >?

it's june already .
time pass so fast and it's june already .

and father's day is just around the corner .

i love my daddy :)

i ate so much these few days .
omg !!
some one come and stop me from eating .

something is so wrong with me . i just eat meal after meal . shit :(
fat fat fat .

now am in o town puchong with jeannie and jay
just finish eating .
before that i was in grill king . eating as well . :)