today is a tired day .

oh ya , fyi i missed my braces checkup appointment because i couldn't wake up
but i managed to wake up to call and postpone it .

so it's tomorrow but 2pm .
hope i dont miss it again this time .

so i woke up at 4pm today
got waken up by the piglet.
and we headed for subway :)
woohoo :)

then straight for dinner because last minute call from piglet's mummy
i was invited as well not self invite okay!
:)

then i went to collect my phone from the shop cause it'd broken but it's fine now .

then went meet up with SJN for karaoke session !
we headed to mano for our usual yam cha session :)

until 5AM . so so so tired.
BUT not sleepy again :(

what can i do at this time .
boriinngg !




try to sleep i guess:)








xoxo
night's

guess what ?
typical sleepless night :(
don't know whats wrong with me .
it's like i have a million things to think about , even if i have ;
i need a rest

and i have to wake up at 9.30 later which is 3 hours from now .
i am so so tired just not sleepy:(

i don't even know what to blog about now .
my mind is totally stuck !


thinking of what to do tomorrow after my braces >?

a brand new day with brand new plans .

sure yam cha yam cha yam cha wan la :)
aiyo la.

its like yam cha is programmed into our body
a everyday must routine



anyway ; got to go try harder to sleep :)




xoxo

tonight is the night afta so long i don't see my baby ;
that's also because i have my braces checkup appointment in the morning . :)

went to klang to celebrate Vivian's birthday .
drove down with kumanan in one car ; chrys in another and kg and pam in another .
the surprised worked a bit . :) but it was fine . will upload the pictures soon

i am so bored at home alone doing nothing . was home since 2am.
everybody is sleeping . hmph :(

even angel darling is sleeping . damn !






xoxo

i have not been busy ; i just have been pretty lazy to update .

i like writing on my blog its because i know i can look back and see what happened .
and sometimes laugh at myself. :)

so many birthday's coming up again :)

my aunt , then gan then my daddy (",)

presents after presents

means spending money . haha .
once a year ma.

i have been sleeping too late these few days . too much man .
12pm or earliest 7am .

sooo tirreedd!

i wanna sleep early ! help



got to go sleep now
(knows its not going to happen)








xoxo

when i sit here and think about what am i doing with my life ;
i don't know
when i think about whats the next step i should do ;
i don't know





theres so many things going on my mind .
i can't find the answer to one single thing .
i need to know .
everyday i spend all my time thinking of this .




i really don't understand .
maybe i wasn't meant to.








was i ?

i am here now for a reason and i believe that
i really thank god of where i am now ;
he gave me life .

whatever happened after that is all made by human choices
i do not blame god for anything that happened .
i blame myself .
nobody could control the life i lead.
nobody but myself.

even where i am now is what i choose .
and i am glad of the choices i made in life .
maybe not in all form .

i am glad because i wouldnt be where i am now if i choose another path .













-you give me strength to believe-

just some of my other cam whore pictures:)

she had to :)

<3

this is when my ling ling birthday was celebrated at bubba gump
sunway pyramid

haha<3

she just had to stand on the table and they were all singing for her :)
that was a fun night we had

margarita was awesome :) <3 <3

look at her smile :)

this was my father's day
imagine how long i havent been uploading pictures :(

anyway , we had steamboat at damansara village

was at new way karaoke with ling ling one day
and these are the pictures of the buffet .
was not to bad . better than i expected .
we were grabbing all the food while we were waiting for Stephanie and terry to come and join us :)

we had to take the buffet package btw <3




all the picture's that i delayed are coming up soon


fyi , this was quite some time as well :)

i am nothing like you ; and i am happy about it

everything you are is everything i am not .

we turned out differently ; we were brought up differently

we went different ways ; we were put into different paths















i am glad we are not the same

so boreed :(

can't sleep . anyone to fix this ?
my sleeping problems

Sunkist orange juice is da bomb :) love it soo much '
with loads of juicy sacs
awesome <3<3<3

have been drinking so much these days
so unhealthy
i don't drink much in one day but almost everyday .
gila !

so not me . :(

will upload more and more pics soon
don't have it with me now but i will :)









love love

xoxo

finished season 2 of Gossip Girls . was awesome :)

went to fei kai's serving . nice food <3
thanks fei kai <3>

and went basketball with babyjay and his friends .
was a night full of laughters thanks to one of his friend ;

nothing much up with me these day's. just the typical life everyone go through

yam cha ; yam cha ; and yam cha !
haha :)


my baby jay so scared to hear the word yam cha .
it's like nightmare .

he's now at work . am so bored at home blogging and waiting for dinner .

spending time with my angel darling .
but i do feel bad for my other two darlings .
cherish and goldberg .
i feel like i did neglect them :(

never mind . deep down inside i still love them so so so much <3<3<3<3<3




got to go for dinner .

xoxo

this is my angel darling:)

a new member of the family .
her name may be angel and she may look like an angel but
you're wrong !

this is a freeking monster man .
if u stay a night with her you would so want to throw her out the window

freeking monster . nothing like her look
sweet ; innocent ;

and she is also a bit insane !
and hyper .
(think she got it from me)

so the saying is true '

don't judge a book by its cover


MONSTER!!

i love you ;
because you give me your heart

i love you ;
for wanting me by your side

i love you ;
because you need to hear my voice when you're sad

i love you ;
because you cant sleep at night when i am not next to you

i love you ;
for making me smile when i am sad & wiping the tears away






i am sure that i love you ;
because i don't want anyone else to have your heart

i don't want anyone to kiss that lips

i don't want anyone to be in those arms

i don't want anyone to be loved by you


i don't want anyone to take my place

















hold me tight and never let me go

just when you thought you will never have the chance to smile for a reason ;
the reasons come

some things words cant express.

i choose to be happy about my life .
even though things sometimes don't turn out the way i wanted it to be ,
but i just should look at it the better way .

like i always believe things happen for a reason .
even now why i am here blogging , there is a reason

i want to smile about every day

i choose to love you because i know it's worth it .







maybe you are the one for me ;
you give me what i need and more
i appreciate you ; i treasure you

we make mistakes ; we fight ; we forgive
and most importantly we forget

some we wish we never made ;
but through all those we understand each other more

you have been there for me through it all ;
wanna give you my world like you gave your's

will be by your side supporting you in every thing you do ;

what we have is trust in us and thats enough .













i love you baby

pictures from the past :)

miss chermaine teh can't sleep as usual .

today is a day worth thinking about and smiling about .
nothing special happened but i spent my day filled with laughter's :)

now am sipping on orange juice , eating rocky ( strawberry) , smoking and blogging at the same time . LOL

my MR KG is back from China studying Chinese Language , finally had a chance to meet him .


love is never enough for me :)
no matter how much it hurts the more i get it ; the more i want
it hurts so bad at times and you go all in for it ;

forgiving every single time ; not because that one person has done it right
we love them to much to hold it for too long




anyway , i am so so bored and i cant sleep . any suggestions on what to do ?













i wanna smile about every single day

yo yo , chermaine is back in da house . LOL

miss chermaine teh has no time to blog and write what she really wants to .

she has been around and around this whole time and she needs a message badly :(

as we all know about MichealJackson :(

may his soul rest in peace . God Bless

as for me , still alive but freeking tired man .

not working , not doing anything but still tired

dont know whats up man .

maybe bored-ness inside me is making me tired

oh yeah , baby jay peirced his tongue :)

awesome . LOL

and i was at karaoke earlier in One Utama , Neway

with my ling ling , steph , terry and fei hung . LOL

screamed my lungs out though .

anyway , we had to take that buffet thing .

funky:)

not too bad though .LOL

alright , got to go .

miss chermaine teh is going....

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to yam cha at 4.30am

not sleep , which is what she is supposed to do :)

love love <3

yummy :)

two birthday people <3

funny ?

the boys :)

gan

ling ling & me

stephanie and ling ling <3

cam - whore

me <3

yuppiee yup yup .

haven't been blogging for quite some time . have been busy with a lot of stuff .

going around . so tiring .

anyway , it was my dear ling ling and simon's birthday .

we first went to sevenatenine in kuala lumpur.

it was a nice place to chill and just have drinks with friends :)

the next day ling ling bought jean and i dinner at bubba gump in sunway pyramid

and last night was celebrated at zouk kl .

it was awesome . never expected it to be fun going clubs on tuesday though . <3

and today is my very lovely san san ji birthday :) <3

ate dinner at home and bought cake for her . she looked happy :)

pictures of everything will be uploaded later

going out now .

love love <3