i am here now for a reason and i believe that
i really thank god of where i am now ;
he gave me life .

whatever happened after that is all made by human choices
i do not blame god for anything that happened .
i blame myself .
nobody could control the life i lead.
nobody but myself.

even where i am now is what i choose .
and i am glad of the choices i made in life .
maybe not in all form .

i am glad because i wouldnt be where i am now if i choose another path .













-you give me strength to believe-