so , i am so busy working now. FULL time . 
life goes on the same . 
so raya passed ,not actuually passed but the feel of it passed . 
brothers birthday passed . 
whats up next ? 
i got no time for anyone since i work , not even myself . 
so not me . 
i had so much time for myself and BAM !*!@#$%^&*
there it goes . 
no time to go out and play cause im exausted . 
babyjay is still the same . 
working too . our timing of working is so bad. i start from morning till night . 
he starts from everning till after midnight . 
by the time he's back i am asleep
 i know ! shocking right .
miss chermaine teh sleeps before two am . 
i do feel a bit more normal though . 
now on my off day all i want to do is stay at home. go home and see my lovely daddy . 
SO NOT ME !  i know . 
what can i do. i miss home . 
although i am no that far from home but it is too tiring to go home after work . 
anyway , got to go for now. 
will post up pictures soon :)
xx