im blogging again after so long .

nobody sees anymore anyway , but that's not my main purpose . 

i was going through all my post yesterday and realized how funny it was to see what happened. 

i want to do that again in the future .

so will update soon again 

xx

woots woots .

slept only three hours last night .

and the night before also three hours ,

*YAWN*

now at work shaking legs .

hmmm . always nothing to do . haha

always say that im getting paid for going on facebook, twitter and blogging .

haha

so many things has changed .

all i can say is i am a happy girl now .

continue blogging later .

feeling hungry now ;D

life isn't always fair to us ; but when it is

we should take the opportunity to make the best out of it .

i am happy what life has lead me to so far.

to be where i am now .

i do not regret anything i've done

because what ive been through made me who i am

; a stronger person

learnt from my mistakes ,

standing up when i fall ;

being who i am now makes me happy ;

it really does

and i wouldnt change who i am

if you are there to take advantage of me , or take me for granted

thats your choice .

for me , im sure i did my part so i have nothing to be sorry about .

the road i walked lead me here :D

sometimes a strong ; aint always so strong

what is really enough ?
the love given someone might not just be enough ?
if its not enough ; what more do we need .
material ? sexual ?

what exactly .

getting a partner is easy but is keeping and holding it together as easy as it seems ?
maybe as easy like we see in the movies or what we see from outside on other people's relationship ?

the grass isnt always green ; the sky isnt always blue .
it will cloudy someday and we have to face it and go through it .
not give up

dont mention your sacrifices because we sacrifice from the heart and because we want to .
& dont regret everything that has happened in your life .

love like there is no tomorrow ;

xx

Indulge

so today i had a fun time

today is our anniversary <3

1 year and 7 months . :)

so we went out for a movie ;

with two more of his friends

whice is avinash & jivan

we watched Unstoppable . :)

it was a great movie . very kan cheong . haha

and we went to k.l ; *dont know which part*

:)

and had my baby's home food

we had nepal food .

the had dumplings that taste like *siu loong pau* haha .

and thanks to avinash girlfriend i got my favourite sweet from nepal

cause she just got back .

:)

am a happy girl <3

ill upload more pics soon .

somehow my laptop cant read my memory card from the camera .

only my brother's one .

-__________-

*sad sad*

bye bye for now .

back to playing mahjong and vegas city on facebook .

wehhheeeee

:)

xx

something special :)

baby , all i want is you .

all i need is you ;

its takes trust to build what we have ,

and go this far .

oh baby boy ; i would love to have you in my everyday life .

reminisce

why dwell in the past when there is a bright future ahead of you ;

why get unhappy about what happened in the past.

life is fair to me because i am not suffering out there ,

i have enough of clothes to wear and keep me warm ;

i have a shelter which i call home ;

and i am not starving .

why do we blame god when ever something goes wrong ?

isn't it unfair to him ?

and when things go right ? ; do we thank him .

i don't think all of us do .

why don't we just be grateful for all the things we have in life .

we will live happier like that ,

when i think back ; maybe 10 years ago i realize how lucky i am now .

do you know how many people would die to be where i am now ?

and we are just complaining complaining and complaining .

and it keeps going ........

you desrve to be a happier person .

xx