i never want to choose anyone of you out.

i know who i keep in my heart and will not let them walk out and

will never walk away from those

and those who don't mean a thing to me .

her ;

you are a part of my life and you are family .

we have been through shit hell of a lot of up's and downs .

you have hurt me in many ways a lot of times but to let go

i think of all the good and tough times we spent .

you were there in my breakdown's , my nonsense ,

my coke effects , my up's ; downs

and

my loud laughing times .

you know who i am ;

you know me so well and what kind of person am i .

i love you for who you are and accept you.

him ;

i love you .

you walked in to my life as someone i love ;

i thank god for you.

all the things you did for me i know .

i know how much i mean to you and you mean the world to me.

you love to see me laugh and you hate to see me cry .

you make me laugh in so many ways i can't even describe.

you know what makes me smile .

i want to always be there for you .

i wan't to make you smile .

i love you .

she ;

i'll do anything for you ,

where ever you ask me to go ;

what ever you ask me to do .

the further we are apart ;

the more we drift away from each other .

i made sacrifices for you ;

sacrifices that i never have ever regretted or ever will .

i know what its worth to have you.

you are a friend and a family to me .

i don't wish to see us drifting apart .

it hurts more than you think it does .

just know that i will be there when ever u need me and you know it .

<3

i love you

merdeka day

eventhough its just the both of us but we had a lot of fun :)

sorry for the late pictures btw .
internet problem :(




xx

i hate u too much that i really want to tell u straight to your face but didnt have a chance to .

i want to meet up with you and tell u how much i hate you .

i can list a tons of things on why i FUCKING hate you so much .

how can you fucking forget where you come from ?

wasnt for me you wouldnt be where you are now !

you will just be a miserable fucker !

you stand out now and forget the people that used to be there for you no matter what

AND

after everything i did ;

you dont even fucking have the guts to call me anymore ;

OR

pick up my calls .

i just hate you so much ;

please disappear ;

woohoo <3<3>

watch two movies :)

two days in a row .

laughing gor and final destination 3D

watched laughing gor with ling ling &

final destination 3D with ling ling and jean . <3

now at her house blogging and watching tv.

later

xx

aku xleh tido lagi .

OH MY GOD!

so yesterday had a effin crazy night .

not as in that i went out and have fun ,

JUST THAT ,

me and jean were awake till 9 in the morning ;

we were so tired that our brains went crazy .

i am so freeking tired but i cant sleep.

i slept at 1am till 3 am . so that makes 2 hours

and i ter-wake up and couldnt sleep anymore .

until NOW !

this feelings sucks

going to the mamak soon to have the most awesome nasi lemak ;

xx

when you are next to me i feel the magic .
i love you for who you are and the fact that you love me
for who i am
you never tried to change me because you know that this is me .
you put me with me when i become all so irritating and
you try to make me happy when i am upset.
you'll think of all ways to make me happy.
you figure out funky jokes
and you protect me

i love you baby :)
<3



xx

so i haven't been blogging a damn long time :)

no internet ma !
and the place which has internet doesnt have the picture's i want to upload .
anyway ; now i am in jean's house

and my darling jay is at his place studying :)

picture's coming up soon :)




xx

just finish having dinner now :)

i just love home cooked food .

nothing out there in the world can compare to home cooked food .

the food you'll miss the most :)

mo matter where in the world you go you will definitely want it <3

now going out to yam cha man ! <3>

xx

i have so many pictures to upload but it's in the other computer :(

so that day we all went to karaoke :)

steph , ling ling , vivien , simon

joey and his girl .

liyana had to go home :(

but overall the session was awesome .

we had so much fun and everyone especially ling ling chau tut .

we were dancing to some songs :)

we all had a good time .

sadly we were all so hyper until we forgot to take pictures:)

now i am home waiting for dinner .

my baby's off day i went swimming again :)

but got sick

it's ok because it was freeking fun .

baby ; oreo and chocalate chip came along .

took meds and sleep now i am feeling fine .:)

anyway , want to go check if dinner's ready <3

xx