i never want to choose anyone of you out.

i know who i keep in my heart and will not let them walk out and

will never walk away from those

and those who don't mean a thing to me .

her ;

you are a part of my life and you are family .

we have been through shit hell of a lot of up's and downs .

you have hurt me in many ways a lot of times but to let go

i think of all the good and tough times we spent .

you were there in my breakdown's , my nonsense ,

my coke effects , my up's ; downs

and

my loud laughing times .

you know who i am ;

you know me so well and what kind of person am i .

i love you for who you are and accept you.

him ;

i love you .

you walked in to my life as someone i love ;

i thank god for you.

all the things you did for me i know .

i know how much i mean to you and you mean the world to me.

you love to see me laugh and you hate to see me cry .

you make me laugh in so many ways i can't even describe.

you know what makes me smile .

i want to always be there for you .

i wan't to make you smile .

i love you .

she ;

i'll do anything for you ,

where ever you ask me to go ;

what ever you ask me to do .

the further we are apart ;

the more we drift away from each other .

i made sacrifices for you ;

sacrifices that i never have ever regretted or ever will .

i know what its worth to have you.

you are a friend and a family to me .

i don't wish to see us drifting apart .

it hurts more than you think it does .

just know that i will be there when ever u need me and you know it .

<3

i love you