thinking

i was reading the last post and i figured out that the post has too many smiley face :)

xx

maybe baby

woke up so so late today . was almost 5.30pm . woke up by the voice of my dad which is so loud:)

took a shower ; ate my dinner

and headed down to cheras .

with my piglet , boon , kah keat and wei ye .

somehow coming back is nearer than going there . and we never fail to say that every time we go :)

had our yam cha session in MC D'S :)

after that went to see bo in CHIDAS .

always there haha . its ok . shows loyalty :) haha

then

joy riding night again :)

to the same place . hahaha . was fun though and we never get sick of it .

thats the best part. same place yesterday and same place today again .

i have fun with them around ; i laugh a lot .

come back hoping to play mahjong on facebook but hang . arghh

annoying sial .

so now its almost 6am ; sleeep time :)

goodnight .

xx

turning point

omg . am finally home and its so late .

but what to do ; my baby dont want me so i spent time with my beloved friends

we laughed so much ;

i always manage to make time for everyone so that they dont say i neglect damn .

in another way "lan c"

hehe .

tonight was joy riding night .

and now am back home wanting to play mahjong but nobody is online , :(

so no "kaki" luuu.

so just enjoying sipping on my soya drink .

heading to my dream world soon .

love

xx

i can be myself

things has been so awkward and weird.
i always wonder where did i go wrong ? am i not giving out enough ?

at that very moment of my life ; i told myself maybe i should just question a little less

when you said those words to me you didnt know how much it broke my heart ,

and since you are not willing to say sorry ; i would just question a little less about your life
since you like to hold in everything to yourself and settle it all by yourself
i will just keep quiet from now on ,
this is not what i want but this is what you asked for .

i cannot share the same bed with a man i completely dont understand

this is a relationship ; not a one man show . we share our thoughts. not collect them and burst one day .

you are what i want and what i love ;


p/s: sometimes we cant get what we want .

Sometimes it's not my call

5.10.10 is the only day i will regret in my life.

i dont usually look back on what i have done but this i look back everyday .

i know i cant change a single thing and i cant go back even though how much i wish i could .

i wasnt strong enough to follow my heart ,

im sorry ;

p/s: i will never forget this day of my life