its weird how so many things happen just in this year ;

looking back on things realize everything has changed .

my life ; the things i eat ; the places i go ,

practically everything

and the worst part i am not sure how i feel about it ?

am i not happy now ? am i happier now ?
so i miss the old times or are these new ones betta?



everything that happens now deep down inside i miss you so much
that every step i make , every inch that i move ;
every second that i am breathing hurts so







badly ;




i keep my promises and i will remember the one's you made .















yes ; i did say i will love you forever <3