sometimes a strong ; aint always so strong

what is really enough ?
the love given someone might not just be enough ?
if its not enough ; what more do we need .
material ? sexual ?

what exactly .

getting a partner is easy but is keeping and holding it together as easy as it seems ?
maybe as easy like we see in the movies or what we see from outside on other people's relationship ?

the grass isnt always green ; the sky isnt always blue .
it will cloudy someday and we have to face it and go through it .
not give up

dont mention your sacrifices because we sacrifice from the heart and because we want to .
& dont regret everything that has happened in your life .

love like there is no tomorrow ;

xx

Indulge

so today i had a fun time

today is our anniversary <3

1 year and 7 months . :)

so we went out for a movie ;

with two more of his friends

whice is avinash & jivan

we watched Unstoppable . :)

it was a great movie . very kan cheong . haha

and we went to k.l ; *dont know which part*

:)

and had my baby's home food

we had nepal food .

the had dumplings that taste like *siu loong pau* haha .

and thanks to avinash girlfriend i got my favourite sweet from nepal

cause she just got back .

:)

am a happy girl <3

ill upload more pics soon .

somehow my laptop cant read my memory card from the camera .

only my brother's one .

-__________-

*sad sad*

bye bye for now .

back to playing mahjong and vegas city on facebook .

wehhheeeee

:)

xx

something special :)

baby , all i want is you .

all i need is you ;

its takes trust to build what we have ,

and go this far .

oh baby boy ; i would love to have you in my everyday life .

reminisce

why dwell in the past when there is a bright future ahead of you ;

why get unhappy about what happened in the past.

life is fair to me because i am not suffering out there ,

i have enough of clothes to wear and keep me warm ;

i have a shelter which i call home ;

and i am not starving .

why do we blame god when ever something goes wrong ?

isn't it unfair to him ?

and when things go right ? ; do we thank him .

i don't think all of us do .

why don't we just be grateful for all the things we have in life .

we will live happier like that ,

when i think back ; maybe 10 years ago i realize how lucky i am now .

do you know how many people would die to be where i am now ?

and we are just complaining complaining and complaining .

and it keeps going ........

you desrve to be a happier person .

xx

thinking

i was reading the last post and i figured out that the post has too many smiley face :)

xx

maybe baby

woke up so so late today . was almost 5.30pm . woke up by the voice of my dad which is so loud:)

took a shower ; ate my dinner

and headed down to cheras .

with my piglet , boon , kah keat and wei ye .

somehow coming back is nearer than going there . and we never fail to say that every time we go :)

had our yam cha session in MC D'S :)

after that went to see bo in CHIDAS .

always there haha . its ok . shows loyalty :) haha

then

joy riding night again :)

to the same place . hahaha . was fun though and we never get sick of it .

thats the best part. same place yesterday and same place today again .

i have fun with them around ; i laugh a lot .

come back hoping to play mahjong on facebook but hang . arghh

annoying sial .

so now its almost 6am ; sleeep time :)

goodnight .

xx

turning point

omg . am finally home and its so late .

but what to do ; my baby dont want me so i spent time with my beloved friends

we laughed so much ;

i always manage to make time for everyone so that they dont say i neglect damn .

in another way "lan c"

hehe .

tonight was joy riding night .

and now am back home wanting to play mahjong but nobody is online , :(

so no "kaki" luuu.

so just enjoying sipping on my soya drink .

heading to my dream world soon .

love

xx

today's whether is not to bad compared to other days .

its abit cooling not to sunny which kills me :)

and today i had a job interview ; *yay*

now just waiting for the jam to stop in the ldp cause i dont want to get stuck in it.

my piglet is also stuck in sunway . haha

now my baby's phone is spoilt . he had 2 and both is spoilt .

wonder how he uses it .

-_______-

must hurry to get a new phone . any suggestions ?

but i guess its either blackberry or an iphone .

cause we are used to it already .

cant go back to other brands ,

anyway got to go play mahjong now :)

xx

omg . its almost 6am and i cant sleep .
so i am entertaining myself with facebook games such as
"three player mahjong"

very nice game but abit laggy sometimes which is kinda annoying .

gotta go and try to sleep larhhh!




nights :)

xx

i can be myself

things has been so awkward and weird.
i always wonder where did i go wrong ? am i not giving out enough ?

at that very moment of my life ; i told myself maybe i should just question a little less

when you said those words to me you didnt know how much it broke my heart ,

and since you are not willing to say sorry ; i would just question a little less about your life
since you like to hold in everything to yourself and settle it all by yourself
i will just keep quiet from now on ,
this is not what i want but this is what you asked for .

i cannot share the same bed with a man i completely dont understand

this is a relationship ; not a one man show . we share our thoughts. not collect them and burst one day .

you are what i want and what i love ;


p/s: sometimes we cant get what we want .

Sometimes it's not my call

5.10.10 is the only day i will regret in my life.

i dont usually look back on what i have done but this i look back everyday .

i know i cant change a single thing and i cant go back even though how much i wish i could .

i wasnt strong enough to follow my heart ,

im sorry ;

p/s: i will never forget this day of my life

3.11.2010

i hate how time passes so fast ; next month IS the last month .

omg

i have been so addicted to online mahjong on facebook .

its called "three player mahjong"

but its a bit laggy sometimes which is so annoying .

my boyfriend made me watch this hindi movie last night .

"3 idiots"

but we had problem loading it.

i need a super super duper fast internet .